Please do not be misled by the title. This is not going to be a bitch and moan session about how my life sucks or anything of that matter and should my life sucks it would seem that since I am the only one in control of me it would be my own god damned fault for my life going to hell in the first place. So where to begin (again)?
I started this blog about 3 months ago while I was deciding on whether or not I wanted to build another website. So I am going to take advantage of the free services while i can during the development process of yet another fucking website that I will get bored with come a month after its completion.
The only reason why I build websites is to ensure that my own talents in the creation of digital space is up to par with the standard of the interwebs. Needless to say I am very far behind so my next creation is going to be built stictly with Drupal and it is coming along nicely.
2009 kind of ended in a weird way for me. Around October I started to get back into the music that was at one time in my life something that was very precious to me. However with life acting in the fickle and spontaneous ways that it does, I seperated myself from that scene to follow other avenues of self destruction.
I do not know how deep I want to get back into music yet; As of right now I am merely testing the waters and seeing if I still have the heart and the talent to start doing shows and playing with other people. Strange how meeting new people will ignite the creativity that was once thought lost.
The clock has just struck 4am and it is time to rest. Sleep is the one gift given to those that hurt. It is a chance to forget about who you are for however long amount of time you give yourself to rest. Well...unless you are haunted by nightmares of whatever it was that caused you pain....in that case you are just fucked.
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